WORDS ARE MEANINGLESS

i wanna feel anything else but this
anything...

hit me...hit me hard, as hard as you can
hit me where it hurts,
smaller pain heals the bigger one they say
dont worry about my face,
at least i dont have to wear a mask anymore.

i wanna feel anything else but this
anything...

yell at me,
shout in my face...
anger....anger can heal pain too,
cant it?

i wanna feel anything else but this,
please...
please...
please...
anything else but this.

Kalau bisa...gue juga gak mau rasain itu lagi......
tapi itu mungkin hanya pikiran gue saat ini...
sedangkan saat gue jalanin perasaan sayang dan sakit di dalam satu waktu yg bersamaan....gue hanya berfikir utk sayangin seseorang itu tanpa memikirkan sakit yang gue rasain....
karena ternyata....rasa sayang gue lebih besar dan bisa mengobati rasa sakit gue......
dan gue gak pernah menyesal...at least i do my best saat mencintai dia....