WORDS ARE MEANINGLESS

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But thru the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prizefighter
Still trapped within my youth
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At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you try
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

(words taken from the song: Sometimes When We Touch/Dan Hill-Barry Man)

i wanna hold you till this fear in me subsides....

whats that!!??...
under my bed

what bed you fool?
your bed is on the floor,
how can something be under it?

oh sorry...look there! in the closet!

what closet?!
your closet barely fits your clothes
how can something else be in there?

then what are these things... bugging me?

its from inside you son, its intangible.
its called loneliness... you need to get over it

i wish i can always say the right words
and always do the right things
so that the sun won't stop shining

but i always slipped
and so darkness is what i deserve

i am sorry... it's just me

You think your days are uneventful
And no one ever thinks about you
She goes her own way
She goes her own way
You say your days are ordinary
And no one ever thinks about you
But we're all the same
And she can hardly breathe without you

She says she has no time
For you now
She says she has no time

Think about the lonely people
Then think about the day she found you
Or lie to yourself
And see it all dissolve around you

She says she has no time
For you now
She says she has no time
For you now
She says she has no time

Lonely people tumble downwards
My heart opens to you
When she says

she has no time
For you now
She says she has no time
For you now
She says she has no time

(keane - she has no time)
(she chose this song...and damn...the lyric)

If some one loves a flower
of which just one example exists among all the millions and millions of stars,
that’s enough to make him happy when he looks at the stars.
He tells himself, “My flower’s up there somewhere. . . .”
But if the sheep eats the flower,
then for him it’s as if, suddenly, all the stars went out.
And that isn’t important?
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“Goodbye,” said the fox. “Here is my secret.
It’s quite simple: One sees clearly only with the heart.
Anything essential is invisible to the eyes. . . .
It’s the time that you spent on your rose that makes your rose so important. . . .
People have forgotten this truth,” the fox said,
“But you mustn’t forget it.
You become responsible for what you’ve tamed.
You’re responsible for your rose. . . .”

from the book : the little prince by antoine de saint exupery
(thanks ika atas pinjeman bukunya)

cigarettes and alcohol
a bit of both to break my fall

nicotine and white cans
forget life while I can

no addiction no demand
life just got a little out of hand

weak and low they might say
kiss my a** and to hell they may

im sorry but i lost it
thanks for trying to stop it

dont worry, it aint always like this
i also wanna be the person i've missed

if you can feel this, then you might understand
like i said...life got a bit out of hand

sigh...
temen temen kantor yang asik hari ini pada keluar ke Java Jazz,
besok semuanya pergi,
ada yang ke bandung...
marky ke Bali sampe senen...

talk about neglected...

And When I Counted Up My Demons
I Saw There Was One For Every Day
But With The Good Ones On My Shoulder
I Drove The Other Ones Away

So If You Ever Feel Neglected
If You Think That All Is Lost
Well I’ll Be Counting Up My Demons Yeah
Hoping Everything’s Not Lost

And When You Thought That It Was Over
You Could Feel It All Around
When Everybody’s Out To Get You
Don’t You Let It Drag You Down

And If You Ever Feel Neglected
And If You Think That All Is Lost
Well I’ll Be Counting Up My Demons Yeah
Hoping Everything’s Not Lost

So If You Ever Feel Neglected
If You Think That All Is Lost
I’ll Be Counting Up My Demons Yeah
Hoping Everything’s Not Lost

And Singing Out
Ah Ah Yeah
Everything’s Not Lost
Come On Yeah
Everything’s Not Lost
Sing Out Yeah
Everything’s Not Lost

(coldplay - everything's not lost)

sad, kata kata yang ingin kamu dengar justru kamu dapatkan dalam sebuah lagu yang dinyanyiin oleh stranger.
sebuah lagu bisa janjiin apa aja tanpa harus memenuhinya.