WORDS ARE MEANINGLESS

i remember this feeling,
eyes wide open to see the signs,
am i seeing clearly enough?

do i have the strength to go thru this again?
is this the road i've been looking for?
or is this just a start of another nightmare.

i wish for once, everything can be a little clearer,
or easier...like everyone else's story

nobody can predict the future,
but i can't even guess what will happen in the morning.

i wish it's as easy as everyone think it is
but it isn't

the happiness is there, i can see it
but it's not yet mine,
breaks my heart to say that it might never will be